Maybe If My Heart Stops Beating.

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 21:41:00 GMT

HehHahooo

llama

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 14:16:10 GMT

march on

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 13:38:34 GMT

Jesus bread is a bad idea people. very very bad.

Its April...

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 14:42:32 GMT

It is April 16 2007. It is supost to be nice out with pretty flowers. But it is SNOWING! this is insane. It frikin April and its snowing. My lilac tree is out there dieing beacause it though that it was going to be nice out now its dieing. My poor tree. I will forever miss you.

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 12:24:48 GMT

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lyrics to live by...only at 12:am though.

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 04:05:52 GMT

Songs under the cut.

GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS

"March On"

Don't cry, open up your eyes and know
There's someone else out there that feels this way

I'm singing to you
Cause I know what you've been through and now
It's not so long ago I felt the same

Like soldiers, march on
If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun
March on, march on

And I remember summer nights alone
Fireflies the only thing we own
Yeah, all we had were dreams of California
And I remember winters were so cold
Hunger was the only thing we know
And rock'n'roll dreamin' was what saved us

Like soldiers, march on
If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun
March on, march on

Till we see the sun, march on, till we see the sun
Through the good times, through the bad times
Through the long days, through the hard nights
Keep on, till we see the sun

Like soldiers, march on
If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun
March on, march on

Like soldiers, march on
If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun
March on, march on

Even when there's no one there for you march on
Even when the days are long for you march on
And like soldiers, march on

GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS

"Jealousy"

For every lie I ever told, for every line I ever sold.
For everyone I ever hurt before,
I could always find a good excuse
I could always find something to use
I could always find a way out of the truth.
Well it used to feel okay inside to get in their face and tell these lies.
But not today… I’m breaking free.

Jealousy, look what you’ve done.
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become.
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from,
This jealousy look what its done.

I never thought the day would come to say sorry for the things I’ve done
I know the list is long but that’s all on me,
I can’t really find the words to make ones I’ve hurt,
But I hope they see this side of me.
I swear that I’ve been waiting, I’ve been waiting, to say.

Oh Jealousy, look what you’ve done.
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become.
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from,
This jealousy look what its done.

You ripped apart my insides
You know that I can’t sleep.
You tear apart my whole life
You take the best of me…

Oh Jealousy, look what you’ve done.
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become.
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from,
This jealousy look what its done.

Oh jealousy, Oh jealousy, look what you’ve done.
You’ve got a hold of me, you’ve made me become.
Thought I’d never be what I’m running from,
This jealousy look what its done.

You ripped apart my insides (this jealousy)
You know that I can’t sleep.
You tear apart my whole life (this jealousy)
You take the best of me…

Oh Jealousy..

JIMMY EAT WORLD LYRICS

"The World You Love"

I got a story it's almost finished
all i need is someone to tell it too
maybe, that's you.

our time is borrowed and spent to freely
every minute i have needs to be made up
but how?
i'm looking for a nice way to say
"i'm out."
i want out.

i fall asleep with my friends around me
only place i know, i feel safe
i'm gonna call this home

the open road is still miles away
Hey nothing serious
we still have our fun
oh we had it once

Windows open and close
that's just how it goes

don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are

i'm in love with the ordinary
i need a simple space
and rest my head
everything gets clear
well i'm a little ashamed for asking
but just a little helps
it gets me straight again
helps me get over it (over it)

it might seem like a dream
but it's real to me

don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are

you should see the canals are freezing
you should see me high
you should just be here
be with me here
it doesn't seem theres hope for me
i let you down
but i won't give in now
not for any amount

don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are

It Ends Tonight

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 00:11:09 GMT

Have you ever had just one of those days that everything that could goes wrong does. And even if they didn't currently do anything to you stabs you in the back of it feels like it anyway. I'm having one of those days. It just that my so called best friend, has basically forgotten about me. I feel like i'm only good to her when she wants something. She has a new best friend now. One that i'm waiting to fuck her over and she'll come crying to me and i'll tell her to go fuck herself. Its like i've put my self on the line for the girl so many times. I broke up with a wonderful person for her. I've hurt people that didn't deserve to be hurt for her but yet its like none of the is matters. I'm not up to her standards anymore. I can't help but feel like i just can't trust her anymore. Beacause the second that she wants to go and vebally attack me again, everyone except for my one friend will turn aginst me even when i didn't do anything to marret getting attack. I can't even trust my best friend. I'm thinking about just detaching myself from all of them. Its not worth sitting her thinking about what if i did this or am i doing this wrong. I'm not doing anything to deserve her current mood towards me. And then the other one had the nearve to say i've been moody. I think i have fucking good reason. what ever i'm over it. It dons't matter anymore. if you think about it it never did.

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 17:17:49 GMT

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✓ I miss somebody right now. ((Yes yes i do.))	✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Fan Fic Is More Important.)	✓ I own lots of books. (I Wove My Books)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	✓ I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.	✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (No but i have a psycho Ex.)	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes. (Who Dosn't)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (I Grew Up.)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

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× I have broken someone's bones.	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	× I need/want money right now.
× I love sushi.	✓ I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
✓ I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (My dollor store weave.)	✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
✓ I like the way that I look.	✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (I have many Many.)	✓ I think prostitution should be legalized. (Its there choice.)	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	✓ I have a lot of friends. (I only like about 10 of them though.)
× I have pecked someone of the same sex.	× I enjoy talking on the phone.	✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	✓ I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone.	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future.
✓ I have changed a diaper before.	✓ I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn.	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie.	✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends. (Any Day.)	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (duh.)	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys.	✓ Democrat.	× Republican.
× I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (Younger seens to childmelseter for me.)
× I study for tests most of the time.	✓ I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	✓ I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.	✓ I have jumped off a bridge.	× I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
✓ I am a pyro. (Hell yEAH.)	✓ I have thrown up from crying too much.	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
✓ I fall for the worst people.	× I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (i never bend over.)	✓ I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	× I talk in my sleep.
✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	✓ I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	× I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	✓ I have terrible teeth.
✓ I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	✓ I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business.	✓ I smoke.	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	× I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone.	× I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	✓ I'm a judgmental asshole.	✓ I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	× I can speak more than one language.	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	✓ I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	× I obsessively wash my hands.
× I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	× I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	✓ Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (still going on)
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	× I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
✓ I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	× I've performed in three plays.
✓ I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	✓ I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	✓ I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	× I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love.	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

From Blender's 25 biggest wosses alive

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 20:13:21 GMT

10. Hilary Duff
Duff was tween-pop's Breck Girl -- a sex- and drug-free sprite best summed up by the name of her next movie character: Sunshine Goodness. Then, when the whole Disney thing got old, she remade herself as a punk by donning black nail varnish and dating one of the Good Charlotte twins. Nancy Spungen she ain't.

I found it really funny that a popular magizine knows the truth

My Conputer Sucks

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 04:51:06 GMT

Hey, Yeah i've been sitting her for the past hour, while my conputer cleans out all the shit my too smart for conputer school sister infected it with... only 264 found as of now.

I finally got it!

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 21:38:18 GMT

It only took my about about 3 months, but I have FINALLY figued out this website! oh yah go me! yah right.

Confusion

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 21:14:17 GMT

This website is hard to understand, but one day, i mite finally get it!!

First Post

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 15:40:25 GMT

Hi, i'm leaving my first post, i don't know how many i will be leaveing, bye